My Daddy :)

Ramon Antonio Castillo <3 My blood, my daddy. Oh man I have a lot to say about this man. It hasn't been really easy dealing with my father. After everything I've been through with my dad I still love him and I still miss him every second of everyday. He lives in Ohio with his wife and his kid. I really miss my dad. There are times where I get depressed because of my dad and how I just miss him and would do anything to be by his side. Words can't explain the sad moments I have because of him. When ever I talk to my dad I start to cry because everyday I realize how much I need my dad by my side. Its not the same having my mom doing both jobs a moms role and a dads role. I've been missing my dad basically my whole life. I've forgiven him for everything he's done because I can never hold a grudge on my dad. I am and always will remain Daddy's little girl. My dad asked me what I wanted for my birthday and I told him that I wanted a iPhone 5 so he said that he will give that to me. I hope he sticks to his word. Hopefully he will come to providence this summer and hopefully I get to spend time with him and that we go to water parks and go out for ice cream and do stuff that fathers and daughters do. I need that father figure back in my life. I miss taking pictures with my dad spending time with him. When other people talk about their dads and say how much they love them and how they spend so much time together it makes me very sad. I wish I can say the same but unfortunately I can't. I can't believe that even writing this is making me wanna cry. Whenever I start to cry near my mom she knows it's about my dad and she starts telling me how I shouldn't waste my tears on him because hes not worth it because he hasn't really been there throughout my 16 years but I still care and love him because he's still my dad and nobody can take his place EVER. I hope that one day he can stay by my side and not leave me again because that really hurts. I'll forever love my daddy.